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Post by james on Nov 9, 2010 21:47:05 GMT 2
James Manson was walking slowly to the Breakstone lake. It has been there for a few years now, but he never did seem to want to go there. It might be because he was blind, and if he would trip he wouldn't really get out of the lake. So now he wanted to go to there since he needed to think of stuff. His blindness didn't really help with much stuff, but of course he lived with it, so he sat down, thinking as thoughts flew around his mind.
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Post by jubilee on Nov 10, 2010 0:20:25 GMT 2
Jubilee stormed threw some woods toward a lake she knew of she had to think Matt had up and left finding himself , as he put it out of his depth . She was now mad , very mad and upset as she walked she could not help but shoot her fireworks at trees causing some to fall and let there leaves fall down on her .
Son she reached it picking up a rock she threw it firing her fire works at it and shattering it to dust to fall like a fine mist on the waters surface.
"I was a fool I should have known better that to trust him he.. he " her words faltered as she threw another rock . It was then she saw him , James sat on a dock , he had been the one person she had talked to , the one person who had treat her right before Matt.
She walked over to him and sat down saying nothing she rested against him knowing he would know it was her, she could not his the sigh and slight shiver she gave.
"I was a fool" she said softly " I though Matt loved me, but he turned out to be a no good, two timing, loser... " she stopped looking down at her hands as she clenched and unclenched them
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Post by james on Nov 10, 2010 6:38:34 GMT 2
James got out of his thought when he heard a sigh and some rock exploding. The head against him, told him the answer, He turned his head as he hold Jubilee close to him. He heard everything as he looked at her. "Jubilee, please don't hurt yourself so much." He said. "You aren't a fool, and you need to learn from mistakes."He said. "You think I am not a fool, when I do something wrong because of my blindness."He said.
"Everyone makes those mistakes, but don't punish yourself for it."He said. He folded a arm around her as he pulled her close. "If you are going to mock further about it him, then I should tickle you, to stop you from thinking about it, you need to rest a bit and get the thoughts away Jubilee."James said as he really wanted to take care of her.
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Post by jubilee on Nov 10, 2010 10:09:00 GMT 2
jubilee listened to him and sighed he was right .She had to put him away and move on but how when every time she closed her eyes he was there in her dreams and when she woke she though she could smell his Cologne in the room.
She took a deep breath in James's smell was similar to Matt's but now she noticed more pleasing to her and she closed her eyes and saw matt's face but then James as she took another breath in now she found her self leaning on him. Her arm slowly crept around him as she held him all she wanted was to feel some thing that she could hold onto inside her as something she knew would not leave her, James she felt was that since he had never given up on her .
"You'd better tickle me, coz, if you don't i feel I might start crying" she said softly knowing her tears were relief , relief that she could move on and let go of all that had happened to her.
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Post by james on Nov 10, 2010 16:41:20 GMT 2
James hold her close to him as he gave a soft smile. He wanted to be there for Jubilee, like he always was. He was there as a father figure for the most, the one to talk to but he didn't had that with Jubilee, Jubilee was different, she was a girl that showed more to him. He felt save with her. his gaurd was always down when she was around him. But if something would happen his nature would help him.
Everything was nice for James as he wanted to be with her, but she was still trying to get away from everything and that was something, he couldn't break. She needed her time. So he heard her words as he grinned. "Ok fine, I will do it then.'He said as she started to tickle her. He wanted to make her laugh and help her, that was better then tears.
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Post by jubilee on Nov 10, 2010 17:22:36 GMT 2
Jubilee felt his hands on her as he tickled her and she laughed uncontrollably till her sides hurt this was what she loved about James, The laughter and the fun "OK ,OK i give" she said leaning forward she kissed his cheek "Thats just to say thank you" she said her voice now lighter and her mind feeling freer than it had when she arrived.
She lent against him again inside she wished they could be more, she felt at ease with him as if she could share anything and he would understand, a small smirk as she realized could she be falling for him had she fallen for him along time ago but never realized it and gone with Matt thinking it was he she needed when all along she had it right in front of her.
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Post by james on Nov 10, 2010 17:48:02 GMT 2
James looked at Jubilee as she gave up. He grinned. "Ahh already giving up."He said grinnign as he felt the warm kiss on his cheek. He returned the kiss, hoping she would see that he wanted to be more from her. He wanted to spent time with her, to be for her in everything he could. If she just trusted him enough to give in.
Her relationship was hard with matt, and she needed her time, but he wasn't going to stop to give her the good times again, that she needed. The laugh and fun he always gave to her. Something inside him felt wrong and sad when she took Matt, but he could hide, since he didn't want to hurt Jubilee more. So he stayed away from her, avoiding her for the pain he had, but now he was there, thinking of a time with her. He put a hand on her leg as he looked at her.
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Post by jubilee on Nov 10, 2010 21:41:50 GMT 2
jubilee felt his lips on her cheek light, gentle and caring unlike Matt who was rough and hard but she sighed he had not always been that way when they first dated he was gentle but quickly he changed.
As the kiss ended he pulled back and she raised her hand to touch where he had kissed her. She felt it the same as it had that first day they had met, still soft and gentle. To her it warmed something that had gone cold inside her.
She tensed as she felt his hand on her thigh placing her own in his she spoke, her voice shaky and nervous "J...James, lets not spoil a wonderful day" she said as she moved to face him. She wanted to know an answer to a long stranding question she had and so lent slowly forward her lips lightly touching his as her hand moved to touch his cheek gently. She could not help her self as she deepened her kiss for a moment then pulled back.
"I'm sorry I don't know why i did that" she said sitting on her heels in front of him.
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Post by james on Nov 10, 2010 21:48:30 GMT 2
James looked at Jubilee, her way she acted he didn't mind. She showed him the other ways of life and that was something he adored from her. He then saw her moving her hand on the kiss he gave as he gave a soft smile.
He then felt her hand in his or on his, he couldn't feel it very well as thought flew around. It was something he couldn't know. He heard what she said as he gave a smile. "I understand."He said. He then felt her getting closer as he felt the kiss on his cheek. He blushed a bit as he looked at her. "Don't worry Jubilee, it is fine."He said. "You don't have to be sorry."he said as he felt the warmth of her kiss on his cheek. "It was great Jubilee, really I loved it."He said.
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Post by jubilee on Nov 10, 2010 22:25:03 GMT 2
She sat watching him for along time just smiling at him around him she felt safe like she was her old self again.
"James you do know that I am no longer...you know " she said and hung her head "that I gave to him ... biggest mistake i made " she knew he would not care about such things but she wanted him to know she was no longer pure and innocent but used and spoiled her innocence now long gone.
"Its why i can't .. not right now I don't feel right, he let a man do things to men that when i do .." She paused now breathing hard at the memory.
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Post by james on Nov 10, 2010 22:29:22 GMT 2
James looked at her as he heard what she said. "Jubiliee, it is fine, I don't mind that you aren't a virgin anymore, as long as you are fine and save, it is all I want."He said as he put a hand on her leg again as he gave a soft smile. "Please tell me what happened Jubilee, I can help you with it, even if it is hard for you."He said. "You can better tell, so I can help you with it, I want to be with you and help you."He said as he looked to the ground blushing.
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Post by jubilee on Nov 10, 2010 22:56:11 GMT 2
jubilee looked at him and saw his blush using her hand on his cheek she made him look at her "I will tell you and only you, because...I...I..because i want to be more than friends but to do that there should be no secrets" she said her fingers caressing his cheek. She moved to lean against him puling his arms around her as she spoke softly.
"I was kidnapped buy a man called Jackson , he had me strapped to a table and injected me with serums that made me fell and do things I regretted. he also inject me with a serum that now renders me sterile, I can't have children , after all that he and one other raped me, Matt found me and killed the man but he took advantage of how I was feeling and he recorded us having sex me in a maids costume" she turned her head resting it on his arm as she let a tear roll down her face dropping to his skin.
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Post by james on Nov 11, 2010 10:32:31 GMT 2
James looked at Jubilee as he looked into her eyes. At least he thought he was. "It is good that you want to tell Jubilee, I will be there for you, more then friends."He said as he kissed her lips. He felt her fingers caressing his cheek as he hold her close.
"You have had a terrible past, I can tell and see it from you. I heard you now and I am there for you."He said. "If you want it all to stop, Ican help you with my leaves, but it will only work, with what you want"He said as he looked focused at her when he felt the tear roll down. He pulled her face up. "Stand straight."He said. He then put a leaf on her forehead. "Think about what you want to get back to normal, and it will change, but you need to believe in it if you want."He said. He then felt her tear again as he pinked it away.
"Can..can I."He asked. he wanted to see what she was talking about, as he gently touched one of her breasts like it was glass and if it would fall it would break. He didn't know what he did, as he stopped after a few seconds. "I am sorry."He said looking away.
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Post by jubilee on Nov 11, 2010 12:36:40 GMT 2
Jubilee felt him wipe her tears and looked at him she sighed as he placed a single leaf on her for head and asked her to think of what she wanted fixed as she though she felt her whole body warming, then she felt his hand on her but no pain, no leaking just the sensation of his hand against her breast then she saw him pull back and looked away but she caressed his chin pulling him to face her.
"James its ok" she smiled "I don't mind, In fact ...I wish you would." she had though about it there was no one now she would rather be closer to. Inside she felt ready to move on and to move with him to the next level.
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Post by james on Nov 11, 2010 16:35:01 GMT 2
James looked at Jubilee as he gave a soft smile looking how the leaf worked, or at least he thought. It should have worked as long as she wanted it. "So I hope and see that the leaf worked or not?"He asked looking at her. She would know as best as he felt her caressing his chin. He then looked to Jubilee again as he heard her words. He nod as he heard about it. "You are ready?"He asked. He didn't want to go too fast for her, or want to hurt her more then anything else. So he wanted her way, not his way. Since she needed her time and he was going to give it. So he waited what she would say.
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