Visiting to him. (Xavier)

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

::Moira went to visit Charles. He had made much progress during the months he had been at the center Muir mutants. Practically he had regained movement in his psychomotor apparatus, his mind was is good condition and had been no rejection of any kind. Now it was all to start over. Charles had to return to the life he had before but in a different way and had been very difficult and this had been a great effort for him. The body of his twin brother had been at the center muir for thirty years. Charles asked her to look after his brother that he was almost dead, his body was in perfect condition but his mind was dead, brain dead. His twin was identical to Charles,his face, his eyes, his lips, his body, everything was equal. But with a difference. Now he could walk.

Moira was the huge gym where there all the mutants who had needed help had exercised his body during his long period of rehabilitation. She entered the gym clutching a folder in the arm, which held Charles's medical history. He ought to be doing leg exercises to get back to exercising muscles. She recalled that at first was a torture to see him trying to walk, the effort he was doing. Days, when Moira had suffered in silence.

"Hello, Charles? Are you there?". She asked, picking up the long red hair with a pencil., Looked everywhere. She was alone, wearing rigorously her medical robe and a blue pijama.

[charlesxavier]

"I'm here" a kind voice called behind her waiting for her eyes be on the man looked a bit wobbly but upright, firmly clutching crutches. He still could not walk without them, his mind needed more exercise as well as his body but his appearance was returning slowly thriving and healthy.

Not yet with the precise sense of time, place, and even of himself, but Charles showed vitality and desire to want to do something even a few things that did not understand precisely why such telekinesis exercises . Was even capable of that?
Over the last few months ago a lot of effort to remember the night he was forced to stay in bed while he would prefer a nice long walk for clear ideas and dark thoughts. Until that day could remember a few things of his past had not instead meet difficutlies to focus on the present, there was Moira and when she was there he seemed to feel something already known , material, already seen and felt. He felt that they had already known, he had again regained some of his powers that had let him read some people's minds as Moira one even though has been initially shocked to learn that but Moira said to be there to help him and he trusted her, could not read very much on her mind than the fact that they had already met, his powers were too weak for the moment but that was enough.

" You look nice and fine today " kindly showing a cheerful smile, which made a pleasantly pucker on sides of his cheekbones greeted with pleasure to see her , clearly felt that morning had took the crutches for show to able to stand alone was a clear attempt to impress her as far as he was embarrassed to admit that even with himself. "I'm still a bit...clumsy but suppose I will improve " said a bit sheepish be so weak wasn't so pleasant.

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

The voice of Charles assaulted her a bit. Moira turned and saw him there behind her leaning on the crutches. She smiled a little and approached him to make sure that he could not fall down or off balance. "Charles, because there is no physiotherapist you?. You can fall down and hurt you." Moira sighed and put the folder on the vaulting horse for exercise. "You should rest a little and you do not. You try too, Charles". Moira had taken care of him herself from the moment he opened his eyes and gave life to the body of his twin brother who was brain dead. "Have you noticed changes. How do you feel?. You in pain?". Moira asked him as she was preparing to make a medical examination. She grabbed from her coat pocket and hanged the stethoscope in her throat to help him to sit on a comfortable couch used for patients to rest after each exercise. "Let me help you, Charles"

She approached him and walked around the slender waist with her arm. She blushed to feel his intense gaze, those eyes that seemed to know everything. And he could do if he wanted. Many years ago that her mind had always been open to him. Those years when they two were lovers, he a professor at Columbia University and she a student persistently caused great headaches for teachers.

"Charles, you see me nice today?. I think you need glasses. I will view your sight more later" .Joked looking slightly the clothes she wore that day, the truth is the daily wearing; A white medical robe and blue pajamas surgeon. Scrambled red hair held in a pencil, a tired-looking, freckled youth still glowed. "The best way to strengthen the forces is in the water. If you want I can be who directs you in your workout. A bath in the sea is best to strengthen the muscles. I'll bathe you, you still can not handle yourself alone Charles. I can take off your shirt?. I have hear your heartbeat "

[charlesxavier]

Xavier smiled wasn't worried at all, even if still a bit weak was going to back on health soon " oh wasn't necessary my dear, I'm old but not so much " chuckled kindly . A light white beard was grown on his chin as well had been forced to wear glasses , his sight had suddently decreased since when woke from convalescence .Charles denied again showing his kind smile before the young woman once again " I won't, afterall you're there with me . I'm quite sure I'm not going to fall but if I will, please don't try to catch me , a disabled is enough two are too many " in his words even if playful there was something wise , afterall he was still an aged man.

He sighed but agreed to sit down and be visited once more but had to admit was much more pleasant by Moira's hands than the cold and rude ones of the other doctors obiviously too much busy with other patients like him to care about kindness during the medical check. " Well ?" he asked curious a bit later " I'm sick ? " wanted sound like ironical but had serious doubts that his condition could be worse than the actual one.
If he had chance to remind that wasn't the first time she touched him perhaps would have been less bold.

Xavier laughed really amused " don't be so hard with yourself Moira ! I wasn't saying that for courtesy " said with no shadow of falsity in his low warm voice " I remember to have been a good swimmer once but I cannot be so sure now, anyway if you promise to don't laugh before a fish that fears the water I'll be glad to try " before her request he seemed shamefaced for a while then nodded " of course "helping to raise up his shirt showing his bare chest.

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

Moira helped him to sit on the comfortable couch. She watched him with some diffidence and respect. Although they were friends, Moira, for Charles had felt something that had never been off. "I am your doctor and I have to help you . You are my patient that I attend in person, you are my responsibility. You always have been". These last words disappeared from the throat when she looked away from Charles. Moira's heart was racing. "As two people falling to the ground instead of one, do not you think?. More fun, Charles". She took the stethoscope and saying nothing she began playing the nodes that he had under his neck. Everything was normal, fine. "Charles, you are now better than ever". She grabbed coat pocket a small flashlight to see in his eyes. Grabbed his chin strong feeling tickled by the white goatee he had grown and his eyes lit up quickly so that he felt no color blindness. "There is not movement of pupils" .She smiled at him tenderly. "I have to point all this information in your medical history, Charles". Took the folder and began to write quickly on the report. She tried to be very professional, but it was impossible to know if she had her lover's eye.

"Charles, all your physical and vital functions are in perfect condition. Even the reproductive function. Your previous body had damaged the spinal cord and it was impossible that you could maintain sexual relationships .... Now you can have a fulfilling sex life, the your twin brother's body was completely healthy" .Moira was nervous to discuss those matters with him, and she showed it without looking into his eyes. The reason for that nervousness was causing the memories she had. A past that she had not forgotten. But he had also suffered twenty years without having intimate relations with a woman, unable to walk, unable to do things himself, and having been imprisoned in a wheelchair. Now she was Charles Xavier to a healthy and fully recovered and virgin. A pure being and incredibly powerful.

Moira helped him raised his shirt. Flushed cheeks she saw his broad chest covered with white hair, as she remembered. "Charles, you were a great swimmer and loved thee fishing. You take me in your yacht in the summer and the two swam together in the warm Pacific waters". She looked at him with intensity before his eyes from his. She put the stethoscope on the chest of Charles to begin to hear the heartbeat. Were constant and no signs of arrhythmia. "I'll help you with your exercises at sea to strengthen the muscles of the legs. I have no problem, I already have bathed you years ago when you was ...my university teacher".Moira gently lowered his shirt. "I think soon you can return to school Westchester, Charles. If that is what you want. But you know you have a home here" .Moira nervous finished writing the medical history of Charles.

[charlesxavier]

Xavied showed something like a fatherly smile then denied his head a bit " I had no doubt you was able to do your best in what's your job, Moria. Just...don't worry so much . Walk is something I had forget since long time and back to do it has been...well, surprising for me " said with shyness on his kind mature face.

His long fingers brushed the white beard on chin then his mind seemed to caught something strange , or well he believed so . Suddently reminded a moment, an event, coming from her mind . He was young, hopeful...in love. While she , wore a so nice university sweater and walked together in the garden's of the place . Charles watched that memory where he was protagonist but that easn't coming from his own memories. Were Moira's ones.Was silent for a bit, wondering if Moira has realized of his short presence in her mind but seemed otherwise then Charles with a bit of sadness that tried to hide with all himself, keept to say anything.
"Really? I'm good then? " asked back to be smiling , Moira's optimism cheered him for a while, then was back to wonder how much his mind was capable to read people's toughts and if was right that read Moira's ones no asking her to talk about past instead. He had to? . Charles felt to have just awoke from a long dream, where his past was remembered by others and not by him while he had to spy in their minds for watch his own memories.
Why if he and Moira had been so friends, now he wasn't able to remember ? Like what felt actually everytime they was so near, like if...they had been more than simple friends.

Xavier was silent during her check, her look on his body strangely made him feel nervous . Kept to look at her as a woman and not as a doctor whithout can explain to himself why . Was quite sure was for the feelings and the memories recently back of her. " My place ?" asked later " Well I...." Charles suddently rememered else . The institute , the childrens, Ororo...Logan..
"Perhaps Moira...I have to think about this " he wanted seem rude to be doubtful in the choose if have to back or stay . Had no memory that did it already when was young, leaving Moira alone for follow the army and lose her story with her . Xavier tried to remember how much important were those two new aspects of his life, his past as teacher with a mission and be a man that once had a normal life like many .

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

"I assure you that in two months you can make your racing competition, Charles." Said with a wide smile in her red lips. Her look was full of love and conviction. She was sure of this, Charles was able to have the life that he had twenty years ago, the life he had with her, the years when she was his student and they both had a relationship that was forbidden. What fascinated him she was his intelligence, his tenderness, the way in which he had always protected. The latter were allowed to continue the relationship when she completed a doctorate in genetics and had completed her studies at Columbia University where he was professor of psychology and genetics.

Moira did not notice the presence of Charles in her mind. Rather she began to recall those times when both of them were together, The first kiss under the moonlight, the first time that the two made love. For Moira had been the first time, he had been the first man who had made love and had never regret. She had left an open mind for him.

"You are perfectly, Charles. Your telepathic powers will grow each day until you reach your level of power, level 4" .She kept medical records in the folder. "You need time to adjust to your new life. Charles, you know that Muir Island is your home too. Here you have everything you need and my company too". She stroked his cheek tenderly. "I will call Westchester School to speak with Ororo about your health. She has been calling every day to find out how you'll feel."

Came into the gym one of the physiotherapists.

"Anthony, please could you bring to your camera Professor Xavier. He's going to do the exercises at sea. I will help him"

"Yes. Dr. MacTaggert." The therapist took a wheelchair and walked to where they were. Also the young man took the crutches.

"I assure you that soon you stopped sitting in a wheelchair. But for now I will not tire you too, Charles" .She kissed his cheek before helping to sit in the wheelchair. "You have bathsuit, right?"

[charlesxavier]

Charles was going to answer when his presence in her mind keept to stay even while she recalled memories that Xavier watched like was back to that times. What he seen left him speechless . Saw the image of himself and that of Moira be together, do what normal young couples did like be in love , swear to be together forever when they made love for the first time.
Once Moira stopped to remember Charles's mind was like pushed out at the same time and leave him with his deep eyes open on the empty and his mind that keept to remember what had just seen. Then was true he had meet Moira already , they have been happy and he was going to ask her to be his wife before had to leave for follow the army.
He had end such perfect life for ...war ?
No , not for war. He back to remember, but for find new mutants in need of help and help that he wished to give but the price had been lose Moira .

Charles was suddently fell silent and just when her hand touched his cheek he back to reality " Ororo knew that I was here ? " asked trying to be of good mod even if his heart was just fallen somewhere from its place inside his chest . Now that he get some memories of his past was like back to choose if repeat his old decisions again, choosing between his kind or the chance to get back his old life with Moira even if had no idea if she still wanted him or those were just memories. If he decided to leave, thousand of young mutants were going to be alone but they survived without him for all this time thanks to Ororo and Logan why.....?
Charles stopped that careless thought , wasn't behaving like the old Charles would have done perhaps even Moira would have disapproved if heard what had just thought.

A nurse entered in the room for show him the way but Charles looked at Moira with an amazed and kind smile after her question
" Are you kidding on me young lady? " . He had no bathsuit but Moira let this worrying thought get out his mind when felt her soft lips on his cheeks and looked at her just in time to say with amazed voice "well...I'll find one..." then smiled when heard the nurse's thought " yes I'm lucky , Anthony " answered in his mind.

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

Moira recalled many memories with him that some of them were painful. He did not know which was the reason she had left him before he left for war. A decision she had repented life. He had been her husband, the man who would share her life. Even her life had been different, she would help in school with children, be the doctor of Westchester school.

"Yes, Ororo know that you are here, Charles. She is very happy that you are back. She is handling the school and the children. All they ask when the professor Xavier is coming back, the man who has protected always. Children and the X Men are waiting to you. But what you think Charles?. You do not want to return to Westchester school? ". Worried asked, stroking his thin cheek. Not necessary to tell him that Muir Island was his home too. But neither she confessed to him that at the bottom of her soul was willing him to stay with her and to return those days when they two were together until he appeared in her life Joshep MacTaggert unfortunately, he had been her nightmare

"I think we both already are old enough to joke, Charles" Kissing his cheek that resulted in Moira stomach butterflies begin to flap their wings. "See you in half a hour on the beach. Charles. Exercises and dinner" .Charles Moira smiled when he heard as he answered the nurse. She blushed and was preparing to meet him at the beach.

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It was a wonderful afternoon, a cool breeze, the orange sun, a beautiful sunset, the sea was calm and there was no surf, a perfect afternoon for a swim.
Moira was waiting at Charles. On the sand she had spread a large towel. She let the red hair that fell in the back. Undone bathrobe and she dropped the towel on finding the tiny black biniki she wears and white skin showing a soft, rounded curves, long legs and a beautiful breasts. She felt no shame that Charles saw her in a bikini. Years ago he had seen her with less clothing.

[charlesxavier]

Xavier laughed a bit and even with nostalgy " Ororo..." he said " I remember when she was a little thief , was so young and now a woman capable to face responsabilities such as manage the institute with Logan, of course, I remember to have left many of my old students now teachers to help her ...why don't you back there Moira? With ..me" he asked looking in the deep of her eyes , meanwhile his mind recalled some of her memories . " I don't know what I want now, Moria . I forgot most of my past and live my present is like walk in the darkness..." he seemed sad as doubtful and lowered his head trying to put peace in his mind so crowded of thoughts and memories .

Have her kiss on his check made him remember part of their engangment period, had been an happy and sweet period but ended in the most painful of the ways. Suddently, Charles remembered something of the moments spent in the war fields thinking about Moira and the pain into see their relationship end so soon and with no reason.
Had he done a mistake when young? He couldn't remember that now but hoped that soon Moira was going to give him back all the memories with her , Charles wanted to remember .
" I'll be there, Moira " said nodding and looking at her go away with an enigmatic smile on his face.

Beach wasn't his favourite place, or at least hadn't been for so long after he lost the legs. Now, walk on the sand gave him a strange but beautiful sensation, nurses had asked to follow him but he had refused as refused to use wheelchair or else for get there. Xavier was walking and after so much time he felt to be back . Wearing the bath suit he felt a bit uneasy inspite his body, although aged , still showed the shape of a man that once had showed an handsome and attractive body trained and tall. Walking on the beach he finally saw a wonderful woman silouette, even Charles usually so silent about emotions showed an amazement before the Moira's beauty once recognized her. " I'm late ? " he asked once reached her naked and long back, blue eyes seemed to look at her beauty so intently that Xavier started to remember that once, that wonderful body had been his as his had been hers.

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

When he asked her to return to America, back with him to Westchester School, Moira looked at him without blinking. She did not expect this news. Back to Charles Muir Island would mean leaving her colleagues. Moira would not have to worry about anything, the mutant research center would be at the hands of qualified scientists. She felt her cheeks burning as he stared into her eyes. Charles's gaze had always been intense and it seemed that this could bare the soul. "If you want I can go back and be children's doctor, Charles. If you need a doctor, I offer my services." She took the lipstick stain on his cheek gently with your fingers. Moira thought it would be like living with him at her side but they were just friends. But the feelings of Moira had never turned off.

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Moira Charles waited on the beach. She would help him with exercises in the legs. They would swim about thirty minutes. What mattered was that the muscles of the legs are strengthened. The body of his twin brother had been in coma for many years, the muscles and motor activity was stunted.

She went to the sea, felt the water soak the feet and mixed with sand. She liked that feeling. She wet the legs and arms with water. The water was delicious, not too cold or too hot. Moira's attention focused on the tall figure in bathsuit who walked with difficulty along the beach and approached her. She acknowledged that figure was Charles. Concerned, she went to meet him running down the beach without paying attention as the chest moved up and down, and long red hair she moved from side to side.

"Charles!, You should have come with a nurse to help you come, you're still weak!". Moira slipped her hand under his arm. She reminded the body of Charles at a glance, strong, masculine and virile. She did not care how old he was or that his body was the mirror of a middle-aged man. "Well, nothing happens. I'm here to take care of you". Her smile was bright and could not direct the eyes toward his chest. Strong and wide. "You've never come late in life. Now, come with me to swim". She took his hands strong guiding you to the sea. "Do not worry, you're safe with me"

[charlesxavier]

When saw her turn and look at him so worried Charles denied smiling " Moira, calm down I'm fine " said kindly but let her arm slip under his , he denied again before her worried state " Moira, I'm so grateful for what you have done for me. Actually I still don't remember precisely who I'm or what I did but I remember what you did for me and...I must be sincere , I get some memory of my past for you ".She was really beautiful in that bath suit and as far he could remember she had always been . A strong difference of age was now between them even for his actual weakness now his body wasn't in health like before but enough to walk and this was amazed Charles more. Had some memories to have been Professor X for years , a man forced to live on a wheel chair and forced to help a group of brave mutants closed in an institute without can be with them at need.

Charles wasn't worried to back to swim after so much time but Moira's kind and worried smile was sucha a tender vision that kept to stay arm in arm with her and be guided . " Well, then I suppose I have nothing to fear " his joking tone sounded anyway so kind and polite as his smile when back to look at her.
Legs no hurted at all when his feets touched the water and move toward the wide sea with her , even if hid to be enthusiast to can back to walk and do normal things like swim with a woman and this woman was Moira, something that belonged to his past and that wanted remember totally.

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

"Even if you you are well, Charles. You do not even have enough strength" Moira slipped her arm below his arm while the two of them plunged into the sea, the water was warm, delicious, and the orange sun reflected in the sea. That evening was only for two of them and to anyone else.
Moira clutching his arm as helped him into the sea. She did not look into his eyes, she only heard what his words. "You do not have to thank me, Charles. I always will, I will help you. If you can not remember your past. I will leave an open mind for you and you can remember everything. I'll let you read my mind to get your life and all that you've lived through my eyes" .She was determined that he get into her mind and remember it all because this was what he needed, take it all, even those intimate moments she had with him.

Moira stood before him while swimming with agility to move the legs. She walked around the slender waist of him closing it against the Charles´s body. "Move your legs slowly. I hold you, Charles. You must recover the muscles and mobility." Moira front of him, she swam helping him so he does not get tired too. "You do not have nothing to fear anything, Charles". She felt her heart racing every time but when her breasts touched his chest hair. "Soon you will can have a normal life, including being an active member of the X-men. You may be the active leader and go on dangerous missions. More interesting, right?"

[charlesxavier]

Xavier smiled with kindness looking at her worried face moved by so much care toward him . Perhaps he had behaved a bit too rash but was hard to explain how much difficult had been for him be paraplegic and be always helped by someone to do even the most simple things, be back to walk again was so amazing and so unespected he remembered so few about his past but the pain to have been forced to live on a wheelchair has never left his mind.

Charles felt the pleasant sensation of the water touch his skin but he turned to look at the beautiful woman beside him with a smile " I have to instead Moira, you did so much . Just, forget me if I've seem ungrateful before your eyes with my answer but so much time is gone ..." he looked at the brightful sea , something sad was hid by his poweful mind skills as he used to do . Show what he felt wasn't in his behaviour but felt that with Moira he did in past " I had some ...memory of that Moira but , yes, I would like remember what is happened in my past and what is happened ..with you " Xavier's deep eyes looked at her .

Xavier felt not so much uncomfortable in the water , was pleasant and be with her more , somehow he tried to not be so much distracted by the smooth Moira's moves in the water . He followed her request and tried to move the legs discovereing to be slightly painful but not so hard . He smiled , couldn't hide his relief to can back to swim like done so long time ago . " I haven't fear , Moira " answered kindly showing a sincere smile once stood so close one to the other . He looked at her with a peaceful look like finally in his right place with her " Well..." he shake himself from that peaceful sensation for back to feel the feeling of doubt inside himself " I suppose they are the ones whom needs me..." shortly giving his look at the sea , once again hiding a feeling of sadness that he believed to have already felt in past with the same person but for a different reason.

[DR. MOIRA MACTAGGERT]

Moira saw his sadness though he did his best to hide. She knew him so well, many years had passed the period in which they had been professor and student, friends, lovers, and a couple was very close marry. Her after her divorce from Joseph not had any relation any man. Moira had been faithful to him that he had been the only man she had loved, but always in silence, hiding her feelings.

"You've never been ungrateful me, Charles. You and I have always kept in touch, although I might be within Scotland, and you on the other side of the world. But what happened to us in the past." She bit her lower lip, her face was troubled. "Only you will know what happened to us in the past if you read my mind, Charles. I want to do it because you recovered from your memory and part of your life"- Moira moved closer to him moved by seawater, arms slipped around his strong neck, her eyes looked his deep eyes in silent until tenderly embraced him in the water, clasping her body next to his. "You musnt be afraid, because you never have had afraid . You have to face the death. You must go back, they need you, need a teacher, a friend and a father". Moira looked at his face, manly, masculine, his almond eyes, his lips. "I need you, Charles"[/ i]. Moira's voice never left her lips, she let him hear her thoughts. His bald head stroked Moira before her body embrace and join his. Moira closed the eyes leaving the mind open to him. She knew that the mental link would happens instantly among them.

For him to be a journey into the past ...

<<Last twenty years. Columbia University, he a professor of genetics. Moira his student. Discussions between them on the evolution of DNA and the species. A relationship that became prohibited when love and passion grew between them>>

<<A day in the field, including two persons in the grass, a picnic, an intense kiss, laughter, confessions, happiness. An act of love on the grass without a break, moans, cries and kisses. Moira unforgettable memories. A marriage and his march to war>>

<"If you marry him, I swear I will kill Moira!. Or marry me or kill Charles! Mutant or human, I do not care, while he is asleep I can kill him.. You with a mutant with a freak, that you never allow it! Never !!!">>

<<Images Moira crying in despair, death threats, a forced marriage, cries of pain, abuse, rape. Joshep hitting to her hard to fall in comma >>

<<Herdivorce, her release of the animal, the Center mutants, Muir island. Xavier and Moira to be colleagues, friends, a forgotten past for him, but she never could. She had protected Charles of Joshep in exchange for her happiness. A hidden secret for twenty years>>

<<Moira at his side at the time he lost mobility in his legs. She helped Charles in Westchester School during its early days to be invalid, it was her doctor, nurse, and helped him as much as possible before it against a medical service for his needs, to help with dressing, to lift, physical therapist, nurses, his entire team>>

<<But the saddest day of his life was the day of his funeral in the mansion grounds . She dressed in black with a white rose in her hands, crying helplessly by not having told to Charles her secret>>

Moira opened her eyes, mental link was interrupted. Charles let her remember him and know everything. The why she did not marry him. She hugged him swimming with him in silence, watching the sun disappear. As she had wished to stop time. "You know it all, Charles"