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Post by amara on Oct 18, 2011 7:35:23 GMT 2
*I'll watch the night turn light-blue [/size] But it's not the same without you~[/font]  [/center] Pour me a heavy dose of
A T M O S P H E R E* [/size][/center]
Amara was floating around her room. Straightening things up and listening to music while singing along the words. Right now she was listening to Adele. She sang with her and sometimes harmonized with her too. The woman had an amazing voice, and it gave Amara a secret satisfaction to know that she could hit the same notes.
Max was supposed to come to her room in a few minutes. She remembered the text saying something about wanting to talk to her. It sent little butterflies scattering through her chest and stomach. Somehow being with him was right. And talking to him was just as exciting and so many other things. She felt like there were so many emotions and feelings that she couldn't fully explain, small pangs in her chest when she thought of him.
She stopped what she was doing and looked at herself in front of her mirror and just sang like no one was watching. She belted out every note and felt such a joy at finally finding a place in her life where she felt loved and wanted and like she was actually living.
That was the thing with Max, even though she felt scared about falling- not knowing if she'd be caught by him or not- she was taking the steps towards living her life like she should. He was a solid thing in her life. He wasn't like her family. He wasn't going to hurt her. And that thought made her heart soar up more than it had a few minutes ago. She was on cloud nine, and she didn't want to go back down to earth for quite some time. And in those few seconds she heard a knock on her door. Giddily, she ran and opened it a beaming smile on her face. "Hey!"
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NOTES;; <3
WORDS;; 302
CLOTHES;; Linky<3
TAG;; Max Smith
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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Post by max on Oct 18, 2011 9:44:57 GMT 2
"hey" he smiled weakly this was going to be the hardest thing he had ever done. his head was spinning he knew his mind was weak, but that weak that some one could play him like that. His guts were in knots how could he tell her what had happened. God she looked good she was stunning that made it so much harder.
He looked at her with a mix of love and shame. "Amara..." it was all he could say he could feel his hand reaching out for hers. slowly he pulled it back no he had no right to touch her after what he had done. "Amara i need to tell you some thing can i come in." god that was a lot harder than he hoped
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Post by amara on Oct 18, 2011 18:47:36 GMT 2
*I'll watch the night turn light-blue [/size] But it's not the same without you~[/font] [/center] Pour me a heavy dose of
A T M O S P H E R E* [/size][/center]
He was acting sort of strange. And that made her feel worried. Did something happen to someone they knew? She didn't know if she really wanted to go through that. again. She knew enough people who had died already. Or maybe it was something he was having trouble with. He was about to touch her hand when he pulled it away, that raised her heartbeat, not the way she had wanted it to either. She smiled with concern on her face, "Yeah, of course. Come on in." She walked into her room freeing the doorway for him to walk in. In a second she had crossed the room and turned her radio down a bit.
She took a seat on her bed, "What did you want to talk about?" She patted the side of the bed, "You can sit next to me, I'm not going to bite unless you do," she chuckled softly, trying to soften the mood that had suddenly turned so somber.
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NOTES;; <3
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CLOTHES;; Linky<3
TAG;; Max Smith
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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Post by max on Oct 18, 2011 23:25:58 GMT 2
Your not going to like this at all. a couple of days ago i met i mutant." he looked around why was this so hard. It was the right thing to do he knew it and he knew it must be done. God she was going to go ballistic and posable attack him. he would just stand there and take it no mater what she did. He looked at his feet.
"her powers was she could make any one sexual attracted to her. she used it on me." he turned around. " i was weak it worked well on me she played and used me for her pleasure. I tried to fight it but..." he would be crying if he was able. what kind of person could not cry at all. Was he even human any more and if not what was he?
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Post by amara on Oct 20, 2011 5:21:36 GMT 2
*I'll watch the night turn light-blue [/size] But it's not the same without you~[/font]  [/center] Pour me a heavy dose of
A T M O S P H E R E* [/size][/center]
Her chest wrenched in pain, almost like she'd been shot again. It felt so bad that she looked down at her stomach to see if she actually had been shot. Her hands were cold and her body was numb. She couldn't move or make sense of anything. She felt dizzy which made her vision blur for a few moments. She couldn't really hear anything else when he finished talking. She couldn't feel anything, but then she got up and the sudden movement shook her body from it's previous comatose state. She looked at him, eyes wide open in confusion, "What?" Her tone was one of desperation. Like she was trying to actually say, this is a dream-nothing is real and you didn't do anything wrong. Things suddenly became different. She started shaking her head, her gaze was on the floor-Amara assumed she'd see pieces of her shattered heart on the ground- but it wasn't really seeing anything.
The pain wasn't going away. It was still there, hurting and bleeding, crippling her. She didn't know she was crying until the tears were rolling off her face. She stopped shaking her head to look at him, now he was one of the people who hurt her, the ones who shunned her and no longer cared about if she got hurt or not. The thought was agonizing. But it also fueled her emotions, "O que você foi pensar? Por que razão você faria que?! N- como você poderia ter feito alguma coisa como esse?" The words were flowing so fast and so loud she couldn't help it. She didn't realize she had slipped into her native tongue. The tears were cold on her much warmer face. "Você deu tudo que tínhamos para que! Por quê?! Você deve ter disse não! De todas as pessoas que eu pensei que você não faria mal-me!" She looked around wildly, putting a hand on her chest, "I-I-I can't breathe." Amara gasped for breath. She leaned on her desk for support. The pain her chest got worse from her labored breathing.
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NOTES;; </3
WORDS;; 302
CLOTHES;; Linky<3
TAG;; Max Smith
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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Post by max on Oct 20, 2011 16:54:05 GMT 2
"Amara, i am sorry>" it was all he could say to her he wanted to reach out and touch her. he wanted to plead for her to forgive him but then he knew he could not. his hand started to stretch out slowly and he pulled it away. god why could he of not fought it better. He wanted her to yell and scream. Then she started to have problems he could not help it his hand reached her back.
HE hoped she would not reject him. Then again he would not blame her if she kicked him out told him he never wanted to see him again. He could not blame him for any of this. It was not his fault her powers had worked on him so well, What was he saying it was his fault he could of just said no.
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Post by amara on Oct 21, 2011 1:42:12 GMT 2
*I'll watch the night turn light-blue [/size] But it's not the same without you~[/font] [/center] Pour me a heavy dose of
A T M O S P H E R E* [/size][/center]
Her breath came in labored heaves. When she felt something touch her back she knew it was Max and for a second her heart leapt. But then the pain returned and she turned suddenly while backing away from him. Her hand went up to tell him to stop. Through gritted teeth she said, "Don't touch me Max Smith," that was painful for her to say, she didn't even think that she could have said that. The tears were still flowing down her face. She choked back a sob, her heart was breaking and there was nothing she could do about it. He needed to leave, "Just-just go..." She started pushing him towards the door. She somehow got the door open and him out of her room, but before she closed the door she managed to say something that she may later regret, "And Max, I hope the next time you're in bed with her," she looked into his eyes, "you think of me." With that she closed the door and sank to the floor clutching her knees to her chest. This time she didn't hold back and tried to cry her heartache out. She felt more alone than she ever had before. She also felt like a fool, like she was played. Max was supposed to be different. Someone who would love her and never hurt her. Now he was like her family. Leaving her hurting and alone. She sobbed, she hadn't cried like this since her friend died. She cried while she tried to say goodbye to love and her heart.
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NOTES;; </3
WORDS;; 302
CLOTHES;; Linky<3
TAG;; Max Smith
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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Post by max on Oct 22, 2011 21:26:15 GMT 2
Max was bundled out of the room quickly. He slumped on the other side of his door, As he hut the floor he did not know what to say or do. She was perfect in so many ways and he blew it all because of some womans powers. he was not willing to lose her but he was helpless now. With his power he was helpless weak when he was around her.
Her slightest smile was enough to make him feel normal. "Amara i am sorry she controlled my mind. I wanted it because she wanted it. I tried to fight i really did." he muttered hoping she could hear. " i don't blame you for hating me and if i am honest you do not hate me as much as i do my self." he wish he could feel some pain or some thing he deserved every thing that was happening and so much more.
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Post by amara on Oct 23, 2011 20:29:11 GMT 2
*I'll watch the night turn light-blue [/size] But it's not the same without you~[/font] [/center] Pour me a heavy dose of
A T M O S P H E R E* [/size][/center]
She didn't know what to say, she wanted to forgive him but she couldn't. Not now anyways. Not really ever. He had been with another woman. How could she forgive him for that.
He was still near her. Pressed up against the same door as she was. Her heart was aching at the thought that they were close. Maybe if she just opened the door they could forgive and forget. But there was a fire inside of her, and it wasn't going to forget this, not for a while. "Just go away!" she sobbed and then buried her face in her arms. "I don't want to talk to you!" She wasn't going to leave her room. Not until she stopped crying.
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NOTES;; </3
WORDS;; 302
CLOTHES;; Linky<3
TAG;; Max Smith
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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