Post by SYRAH LLYR on Jun 10, 2012 10:59:52 GMT 2
SHE COULD BE A JOAN OF ARC
"[…] And no, you don’t know the whole story, and why exactly are you worried? I’m not" Loki said
To lose you and this time for real --- she thought.
Every word of contempt or distrust about his family was painful to hear, but Syrah felt her heart break in pieces when once again said that none of them had never been interested to know if was dead or alive or had late enough when they believed to have lost him forever. Failing to hold back a tear slipping down her pale cheek and wiping that quickly with the wrist. She looked away, the memory of when had learned about his death, swallowed by darkness was still too painful to remember. That day had understood what it meant dying inside but he did not know how she had lived through those horrible days , crying every day for him . To live alone with a sorrow so different from what the others felt during the mourn. Thor believed to have lost a beloved brother, Syrah the man she loved.
"[…] Now it all makes sense. I now know why Thor was treated so much better than I was. Why everyone loved him more than me.” Loki said
Everyone? - She thought. Knew that Loki had never been truly aware of her wish to stay at his side and had probably only ever considered her an ally during battles if not less than a friend but she had never flattered Thor when a child and either now as a man in spite the line of contenders to become the wife of the son of Odin was really long. About Thor, knew that Sif was more or less living her same situation but that was another story ...
Syrah sighed when heard him say again and with conviction that for his father, Odin, had always just a tool to achieve peace between two kingdoms. Thor was perhaps favorite by many , she could neither confirm nor deny but was sure that the Allfather and Frigga loved Loki in the same way they loved Thor, yet they did and would always be so . His brother missed him so much and it was so obvious that anyone among his friends knew that and Thor never wanted it was a secret. "Your brother is suffering a lot. When he saw you fall off that bridge .... since that day I felt he was changed. I have no brothers or sisters ... but I think losing one is like losing half of yourself" Loki may not believe Syrah and she did not know how to convince him, maybe the time was the only solution ...
For how much Syrah wished to be near him and try heal his pain somehow knew that Loki had to understand the truth by himself but certainly was not going to leave him alone this time and Thor neither. Thor was often been careless or reckless and but had always been incredibly responsible when it came to Loki, he loved his brother. Syrah admired his devotion and was sure he was ready to do anything for him, even look for him in every corner of the universe. Often it seemed that one could not survive without the other or at least Thor could not stand the lack of his brother. She wondered if Loki was truly aware of his brother's love.
"I’m sorry. I’m sorry you had to listen to that. Just know this, I still care about Thor, I love him a lot, I just-” He said.
"It's okay. You don't owe me any explanation, Loki." Interrupted him softly and showing a comprehensive look, there was no need to say more, but maybe they were explanations that Thor wanted to know, for the moment Syrah chose only to listen, most if this was what Loki needed for the moment . "Maybe is too soon for ask you to believe me ... I just want you to remember that your brother still loves you, no one ever wanted harm you, Loki. None of us wanted. Never."
Silent for a moment, watching the shore of the lake feeling the need to tell him something but failed and came back to look at him when he spoke again. The Naiad observed him for a few moments with the intense gaze of her cobalt eyes and then silently followed him walking at his side.
Despite her powers to become invisible before the human eye, however, decided to change her attire (x)with a much proper one for that world. Her robes magically changed while she kept on walk , had already done it before but each time felt inadequate "Do you have a safe place where to hide during your stay in this world ? Otherwise would be the case to find one .... and maybe I should find one as well. " Wrinkling her nose when inhaled a whiff of that stuff they called smog and held a sneeze, humans scorn toward the nature was really intolerable.
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